My grandmother is already 87 years old. Old woman, she was fine until last winter, this year she has
weakened a lot. Basically, I lie down, there is no strength in it. I say with my own mouth: I’m sorry, today
is tomorrow. The mind is in place, the consciousness is in place, I remember and tell such things that
even I remember badly. My parents have not been in any country for a long time. I was a student when
they left, and now I am an adult. I work, my grandmother also receives a pension, and my midwives also
help. If it wasn’t for outside help, I don’t know how I would have done with my grandmother.
That day, my grandmother told me, honey, bring a chair to the side of my bed and don’t put anything on
it, let it remain empty. I said, «I’ll bring it, dear, but what is it for?» He said bring it, then you will
understand. I brought the chair next to his bed.
Then I asked again, he said, honey, I feel that God is
already calling me. I have been separated from God for a long time, I want to talk to him, I will imagine
that he is in this chair and I will talk to him until I leave. You might think that my grandmother has lost
her mind, but it’s not true, I was terribly disgusted by what I said, I even asked the priest of our nearest
church about it, he only said that what my grandmother did is praiseworthy. That’s how I noticed that
every evening he comes to the chair and prays. It fills my heart to imagine that I can be alone