The connection with my papa has always been different from all connections. It was natural, because I was his only daughter. Besides me, he had two more children, my two brothers. It is interesting that as strict as my father was with them, he was gentle with me, because he treated me completely differently.

My father was waiting for my wedding as much as I was. He took care of me, raised me, gave me education and helped me in every matter. And it was because of these efforts that the most awaited day of his life became my wedding day.
He was happy that day. It was as if his dream had come true. And then you will ask, why am I apologizing to my father?

The thing is that I got divorced, which took my father very hard. His health deteriorated so much that he was hospitalized. Since I had only been separated for a few months, my father’s thoughts were very painful. I don’t know if it was the reason or the disease, but my father passed away.

Now my thoughts are tormenting me. I feel guilty about his passing away. Dear papa, I’m sorry if it was me